Serious. The first time I heard this Beautiful Hangover song, I WAS ECSTATIC. Now that they've released it, I AM STILL ECSTATIC! How much I love this songgggg!!!! Bigbang is my beautiful hangover!
No one probably knows how much Big Bang means to me. I love them so fucking much that I can't even comprehend why I spent 80% of my allowance, Christmas and birthday money back in college, begged money to my parents for their releases and spent so much time helping other fans have fun and to learn more about the boys without any cost and seeking something in return. But I guess I don't need to have reasons? Maybe it's just fate. Or maybe I really needed them in my life.
For whatever reason, no regrets. Big Bang brought more than awesome music in my life. If not for them, I won't meet awesome friends whom I can run to when I have problems outside the fandom. I can talk to them even outside the complexities of Kpop and it would relieve me of stress just by talking to them. You can say, I've developed deep human relationships with my liking of Big Bang. I could pay so much more just to meet friends like these. :) <3
And now that Big Bang turns four, I can never be thankful to them, to YG, to my friends and to everyoneeeeee-- to the whole universe! Sure, these 5 boys have invaded my life and distracted me a lot but, heyyyy its all good. Being distracted never felt so fucking good when it's Big Bang we're talking about.
So to commemorate their 4th anniversary and to wish for GD's 22nd birthday, I'm posting my Filipino oneshot entitled, "Pagtingin
" (for those who can understand Tagalog, yes, the PUN is intended. Pagtingin can mean "look" or feelings for someone). I have been trying to develop this into full English fanfiction but I somehow can't do it. T_T So all I have at this point is the original piece, which I did for my Retorika (Rhetoric) class. Kinda proud of this piece since I got 4.0 despite me being bad in Filipino. I remember pulling an allnighter for this and apparently, it was good that I decided to just make a fanfic. XD
This short piece is about Kwon Jiyong and an Original Character. Read on if you want (and if you can. Believe me, I really want to translate this into English).( Read. Wish I can translate it to English soon~ :) Collapse )